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2011 Friday, December 31, 2010
Gooooodddd Morning people ! *giggles* The fireworks was wow. Last year was with syahirawr and sham. But this year with sham only. The kiss? hahahahah. The last 5 seconds was not clear and I don't even know whats happening. Town was packed as usual. I don't want go town next year. Countdown a my house. Way more better.
I am having a cough. And it sucks. I thought of going back home and solat to thanks Allah for 2010. But I got back home, I was so sleepy. Gonna end now. Oh, Happy new year !
A walk to remember part II. 6:49 PM
1 year Thursday, December 30, 2010
When the clock strikes 12, it's 10 days to our on year(: I love you. 9:36 PM
changing
Tomorrow marks the 31st of december. Which is the last day of 2010. Everybody is talking about that. Will be going countdown with baby. Everybody have their own plans. I asked ellina and she said she's going with afiqah to somewhere I don't wanna say. Nuyul wants to celebrate with her family. And I'm left with baby. Things change huh? Last year was different. I've expected things to change. People change. They say they don't wanna do this and that but in the end we still did it. I'm going to watch Naruto now. Goodnight peeps(:
OKAY GUESS WHAT?!!! ATIQAH IS BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAYNES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 9:54 AM
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
I take it as I'm not important anymore. fuck you 9:09 PMhindustani
Goodnight people^^ I'm feeling very happy today caused mum didn't nag at me*kening naiknaik* I don't know what is my bacteria is up too, but I know it is up to no good. Cause I am having fever like AGAIN. I had fever the day before yesterday. I am okay yesterday. I am having fever again today. Bacteria, you better go away. Nobody likes you. SHOO ! I'm having cough. Urgh.
Fitria said she had Caucasian eyes. Nurul got chinese eyes. Then me? I think Bangladesh eyes. Aink. hahahha. I got hindustan eyes.
Guess what, I went Batam, everywhere I went. They will say I look like I am an indian. "Anak india katanya" hahahah. Not offended. But proud^^ Not everybody is like me. aku mepek. okayokay.
Watching naruto to kill boredom. bye. 6:07 AM
back ! Tuesday, December 28, 2010
Hi. Back from Batam. First of all, I miss baby. I miss nuyul and ellina and fitria and nani. Last but not least, I miss atqa. I didn't hear her wake up voice since I went Batam. She's gonna be back on Thursday night? hhmm. Boring batam. The same old things. bla bla bla. Guess what? After many many years of being patience with Haikel, AT LAST, I kicked and punch and push my brother. Cause you know why? He finally went over the limit. Mulut die lancang mcm nk mampos. Aku ckp sikit, die jawab. Aku ckp die sikit die jawab. Aku ckp banyak, die jawab lagi banyak. Bodoh betol. Damn it man, you should be thankful you have a sister who can wash your fucking clothes and cook for you. geram sia~And YOUUUU, GO BUY 1000 SLIPPERS !
Imy a lot. 9:56 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Hi, I am having fever. High fever. I think pasal saket rindu atqa. aink. HAHA. okayokay bye. 7:45 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Hi. Hello. Very bored right now. hhmm. I already bought my photo album^^ baby is angry with me. And I'm scared='( 3:40 AM
nuratiqahbterashid
I'm gonna miss your "just wake up" voice. Sorry I lost your ball. I am really sorry. I promise I'm gonna replace it with a new one. I love you<3 1:56 AM
hehe
My father bought a new telephone. The first thing I did was write my name on it^^ You know why? Cause last week when the telephone was in my room, my brother scolded me . He said "ni telephone kau peh? hari hari kt dlm bilik kau. bodoh." The next time he says this, nnt paisey sendiri. name aku kt telephone^^ meaning aku nye! YAY YAY ! HEHE.
I'm going to batam tomorrow. My mum wants to buy her things. And i miss my food. My satay and many many more.
Atqa left me already. She left me today. And I'm gonna miss her like fucking much. I think hakim is gonna miss her more. like duhh-.- mataer die. hahaha. Gonna pray she gonna have a safe trip. Okay , bye people. Nk call fitria ! bye bye. 1:49 AM
bitch Friday, December 24, 2010
Look at my girls !! hahaha. We so cute ^^
Seriously, I need my umbrella back. Payung kesayangan aku. Tahu pinjam, tahu kasi balik. I don't know. sigh.
Fyi, Allah is fair only if you are fair. So if you pray, karma will hit that person back. If not, dream on karma will help u. hahahah. bye bitch. 9:23 PM
I'm scared. 1 year will pass very fast. I know. I'm scared. I'm sacred baby will go for other girls in poly. I don't know. Most guys does that. I really really hope mine won't. I pray everyday that he won't do that to me. I hope he won't ditch me like other guys ditch their girl. I hope he won't fall for other girls. I hope I'm the only one in his heart. sigh. 5:58 AM
FRIENDS Wednesday, December 22, 2010
I don't know why I still feel like a "belonging" to this clicque. I don't know why. I'm supposed to let the ditch feelings go. But its still in my heart. Everytime they say something, I still feel left out. I don't miss them. I just miss Yaty. That's all. I miss my yaty. My don't care, don't bitch, heck care, boyish, dude, yaty. I miss her very much. Friends come and go. The one that stays are true one. Does this mean that they're not true? idk.
Don't blame me for spending more time with b. Cause when you grow up, you gonna follow your husband. Everyone is gonna go separate ways. Enjoying life with your loved ones. I want my life to be happy too. I don't want to get hook up on the same things, FRINEDS-.- For some reason, they 're the one who give me problems. But for another reasons also, they cheer me up sometimes. Wait, all the time. HAHAHA. Specially my DKK NANI.
Im not referring to any of my friends btw. Jangan terase. hahaha.
OMG OMG OMG , ATQA IS LEAVING ME IN EXACTLY 1 DAY="( BYE BYE ATQA='( 10:58 PM
mwah !
It's just amazing just how Nabi Mumammad is. Don't you think? People throw shed at him while he was doing his prayers and he was not angry. Us? Orang langgar cket , org tu tk ckp sorry je dh marah-.- HAHAHA. Big difference huh? haha. I wanna follow him. I wanna have good patients. I don't wanna be angry so fast. I'll try my best.
My mood didn't start good in the morning. But in the afternoon, it went well.
People say nothing last forever. What exactly I'm referring to is relationship. I hope mine does. Insyaallah. Allah will listen to my prayers right? I hope so.
Now a days, I wonder if Allah think of me like how i think of him. I wonder how he looks like. Don't you wonder? I do. I can't wait to die and meet Allah^^ I wanna go syurga and ask for my DSLR camera. Insyaallah, I'll go to syurga. Guess what? I completed all 5 solats today(: Alhamdullilah.
I am seriously trying my best not to bitch about people. Everytime I start, I'll be like. stop mairah. stop.
Alright, I'll end it here. Assalamualaikum ! 5:39 AM
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Sallou 'ala Rasooli AllahHabibil Mustafa
Peace be upon the Messenger
The Chosen One 10:50 PM
honest and true
Do you know how it feels? When you're being true and honest to someone. So honest. You're telling that someone every single thing youre doing. And you're trying your best not disappoint him or not to break his heart. And you're trying your best to remember everything you do to tell him. But in return, he didn't do the same thing. Do you know how it feels? The feeling is sad and disappointed. Forget about the date. Just forget it. 9:39 AMuseless
blogger, I'm not useless you know. I'm not useless. 5:46 AM
sigh
Imma list the things I dislike about girls.1) When they are angry with one person, others will also be victims of their anger.
2) When they have PMS, they will scold me for small things.
3) If they MIA, then I'll call them to ask how are they. and when they have problems at home, they will answer yg "aku bad mood" nye tone.
Please appreciate that there is someone who still care for you. There is someone who are there to check on you. A thank you would be good. And when there is nobody to asked how are you, you will be like "friends come and go / nobody cares & all the shits. You know why ? cause when there is someone who cares, you girls don't appreciate it. Seriously, I'm tired of this. Please appreciate me before I start ignoring you. Don't regret when I do that. 3:07 AM
Monday, December 20, 2010
I'm trying my best not to bitch okay. Cause orang yang mengumpat tempatnye nerake. aku tk nk pegi sane. nk gy syurga, mtk DSLR camera aku. bye. 10:56 PMlook on the bright side.
Actually, I was all ready to meet baby when he said just rest at home. I guess he wants to eat with his friends. hehe. okay lah, bye. 8:26 PM
nuyul.
I just had to blog again. I miss my nuyul badly right now='( I called her a few times, but she didn't answer. I wall posted her but she didn't reply. Bye, syg nuyul<3 7:14 PM
goodmawning!
GOODMAWNING PEOPLE! *giggles* I'm feeling rather cheerful today. I slept about 5am in the morning. I was supposed to watch pork game today. But I woke up late. Hakim didn't even went for the game. If I went, Atqa won't be following and that means I'm the only girl. A big no-no. I don't like being the only girl. Hopefully next year is gonna be a good year. I badly want to go back to Aceh='( But mum is just too busy to go back to her own country! I wanna see my cousin Tasya and Tahnia='( I wanna meet my 8 aunties. I wanna see everyone.
I very hungry now. What should i eat huh? hhmm. Wait, baby didn't send me any text messages='( I think he's in a rush.
You know what's the amazing thing about baby, even how bad I sulk he still can stand me. For your information, I sulk most of the days. How lame can I be. stupid me. I'm trying my best not to sulk. Done talking now.
Did I tell you guys I got DKK? MUAHHAHAHA. NANI TOLD ME THAT. HAHHAA. 6:54 PM
Due to boredom, I edited this picture. You know how boring holidays can be. Now a days, I pray that me and and sham can last long and longer. Insyallah. I'm trying my best to catch up with all the 5 solats. But in one day I still missed one or two solat. Dose banyak='( But still, my ngaji tak akan boleh miss. Alhamdullilah, when ngaji the setan unsuccessfully influenced me not to go. Padanmuke kau setan. muahahah. Ngaji is so fun, who wants to miss it? I have more fun in ngaji then going to andalus. Alhamdullilah for now everything is okay. Rezeki pun murah^^ I know this won't stay for long. More problems will rise, I know. Gonna end here . Assalamualaikum! 6:29 AM
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Holo, woke up late today. It's been a long time since I can wake up late. k bye. 9:32 PM
I don't know whether you girls feel this or not. But I do.
When ,
I cry, I want his chest.
I miss him, all I want is a long hug.
A kiss on the forehead.
I feel insecure of myself.
I'm scared if he will fall for other girls.
Other prettier girls.
I think negatively.
When I sulk, I want him to run after me.
I want him to pamper me.
I want him to wipe away my tears.
And sometimes, I cry even for the smallest things.
And one day, I just want to lie down with him and stare at the moon talking about the future.
I know some girls feel this.
And guess what? After futsal just now, everyone had their couple except for me,sintia,nani, and atqa. I was like , y'know. I started to miss my baby. OKAY BYE. BBY AKU DH BALIK!!!! YAY YAY !! BYE BYE ! 6:27 AM
I know I didn't treasure the time with you. I sulk most of the time. Even because of the smallest of things. I know. I know. I suck as a gf. I know, you don't need to tell me. I know if you were other guys, you would leave me. Fortunately, you're not like other guys. I know okay. I know. You guys don't need to nag at me. And you girls no need get all angry over me. It's not your relationship, its mine. I miss my shammy. bye. 5:18 AM
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Just hoping tomorrow would turn out good or unexpected. What I meant by unexpected is , we will win till the end. HAHA. I'm feeling the team spirit between me ,atqa, nani and fitria. But not with the others. I don't know why. Just hope tomorrow would be good. amin. So baby is coming. The others too. Everyone is cheering for us. awww. hahahaha. k bye 7:20 AMi miss
I miss nuyulI miss ellina.
I miss this two a lot. I feel very pathetic every holiday cause I only meet nurul once and thats it. Ellina? even worse, i didn't met her at all. 12:30 AM
I don't feel so important to you anymore.
I still remember how you rush home to websms me cause you got no ppd.
I still remember how you msg me even when we just kissed goodbye. *giggles*
Now? I don't think so.
I don't fucking care if you give me a lot of restrictions. Cause I mean a lot to you.
I love you. 12:19 AM
first post Friday, December 17, 2010
HOLLOOO , decided to create a new blog. ^^ I want a low profile for this blog cause I wanna talk about baby=( Cause if so many people know about my link , and i'll talk about my baby , the girls will be like "asyikasyik dgn baby die"-.- Yesterday seems so fun. Will edit the side of my blog, tomorrow or something. or next week. As for now , I'm gonan meet bby after his jansenites . Currently, chatting with Miss khor. I called the others but they were sleeping like oinkoink. ohmygay. Bongok betul. Sume tdo cm babi. pfft ! I seriously wonder why bby didn't tell me that girl fb messaged him on facebook. fuck uh. oh nvm , he must have a reasonable reason. Well he always does-.- I am the one who thinks negatively. Of course lah, I'm a girl whut, girl always have this insecure thing. Thinking that our guy will fall for other girls. holo? kite kn girl. don't blame me hor. okay bye. ehy wait, before i end this let me sing a song for my bbyy . okay bby , this is for you : Popping bottles in the eyes, llliiikkeee aaa bbbbblllliiizzard . ( slow motion)
Better be proud okay bby , see how well can your fat pork sing^^ awww.
Okay bye ! 6:55 PM
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