Goodbye

hehe Friday, February 25, 2011

I do things for a reason. Why don't you just think on the bright side baby? ^^ I'm excited and I'm sure you are too.

5:26 AM

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Common mairah. no more piled up homeworks. Blame yourself for being such a lazy bum. Blame yourself. Don't make games as an excuses for not doing the piled up homeworks.

6:55 AM

Oh my gay. When baby gets jealous, he is shooooo cute<3 And baby, I'm flirting with any guys and whatever shit. Aku ni malas nak layan org, mane ade time nk flirt-.- I talk to people when I have something important. not some other shits.

6:43 AM

sighh Saturday, February 19, 2011

No matter how busy you, how pressurizing I am, how naggy I can be sometimes, you still didn't leave me. I love you baby. Sigh

6:57 PM

beauty

I wanna show my beauty to the person I'm gonna marry in the future. No pretty pretty pictures in facebook no more. Just that lucky person<3

5:42 AM

flashbacks. Friday, February 18, 2011

cikgu : siape nk tlg cikgu angkat buku?
me : SAYE SAYE CIKGU ! SAYE NAK !
*running towards cikgu* sekali . BOO! Terjatuh.
hidayat: HAHAHAHHA. HUMAIRAH ! KELAKAR PE SIA KAU JATUH.
mairah: kurang hajar pe kau .

I remembered this. HAHAHA. when we were in hhmm. primary 3? yeah. primary 3.

Mairah: jage kau. aku kejar kau. *smiling*
Syafiq senin : tk boleh .

hahahha. So young and happy back then.

8:50 AM

I miss farina giving me so much encouragements.

6:11 AM

hhmm

I seriously lazy to layan those sec 1's who are trying to attract my attention. Berat mulut pun bagus, tkde org busukkan name aku.

6:05 AM

Thursday, February 17, 2011

I hate playing my lappy, cause everytime I log in facebook, there will be something that hurts me. I need my boy so badly=( not sham. but someone else. ya whatever. bye.

7:32 PM

Keluar lah . aku pun tk nk tngk muke chibai kau. besar sangat peh kau.

7:22 PM

Do you know that my mum exchange babies when afiq was born? That's why he's different from me and my younger brothers. ^^ (:

7:08 PM

He's becoming more childish everyday. He gets skinnier everyday. He look like a gay. His future is ruin all because of him. He don't have and discipline. He throws his cigarette everywhere he wants, waiting for me to clear it up for him. I'm a maid is it? I seriously can't wait to leave you. It's better that way. I wanna live my life without you. Cause you're the reason why I'm in a misery. I hate you afiq.

7:00 PM

american

Steady as a preacher , free as a weed
couldn't wait to get going but wasn't quite ready to leave

6:02 PM

confidence

It's a choice. Common mairah, a little bit of confidence won't kill. You never had and you have to start now. Why think of them? They're not worth your time. The smaller you get, the more chances they have. They won't be there for you for the next few years. They're the reason why you're happier right now. Cause without them, you're you. Not anyone else. Common humairah<3

5:50 PM

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Suddenly I don't have the strength to carry on no more. But this one person same into my life yesterday and change me. I'm starting to like you.

2:12 AM

bummer Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Seriously, pissed off . bummer. My mum lectured plus scolded me cause HAIKEL DIDN'T WENT FOR NGAJI. let me repeat HAIKEL. It's not me. It's HAIKEL. WTH. I clearly told Ameerul to remind haikel to go. Then this haikel said just keep quiet even if there is ngaji. Isn't it obvious that he don't want to go for ngaji cause to him, hockey is more important. Kau mati hoki defend kau pe? kau nk pki stick elak kene rotan dgn malaikat. dlm mimpi kau lah. geram nye. sigh.

3:33 AM

Saturday, February 12, 2011

NUYUL , TENGOK NUYUL ! HAHAHAHHA.

8:18 PM

e

I feel very angry so I'm gonna spill my anger out.

AKU BUAT ESSAY PAKAI KAMUS , CARI FRASAFRASA, KAU MARK TKDE EFFORT. BODOH PEH SIA. KAU MENGADUNG ABEH AKU KESAH PEH. DENGAR DENGAR MENGANDUNG TKLE MARK PAPER PEH. TKYA JADI CIKGU AH GINI. MEREPEK SIALLLL. AKU TRASH PAPER AKU KT MUKE KAU BARU TAHU. GERAMS SIA.

5:37 PM

question

Will you protect me when others won't?

4:17 PM

proper one

Proper post okay babies? Chingay was a waste of time. Mr Yeong said we are dancing. When we got there, we were supposed to pack goody bag. And I go , WHATT?! Well, I won't blame Mr Yeong cause he's old and he is a bit blur. We'll grow up to be like him . hehe. Anyway, I've not been looking like a slob now days in school. And I like it. I'm happy with my hair. But I am scared to wash it cause it will turn out like Nurul's. I love my hair so much I can't bear to cut it even an inch. Even the spoiled hair. No. I love my hair like i love my mum. =(

Went on the phone with Nurul for a while. Then continued to play computer. I''ve been slacking now a days. I'm happy with me slacking. I need a rest okay? After last week test plus all the test. It's stressful. Seriously. Going jogging in the morning. Early bird huh ? haha. I'll end it here okay? I'm sure you guys won't bother to read my grandmother stories. Till here . xoxo .

5:45 AM

Baby, let's drink and go to a club=(

4:37 AM

eraa

Wondering why I change my name? me too. Well , it's simple. Cause I'm bored of my name and I just felt like wanting a new name. Rather then people calling me the same old name humairah humairah humairah. Isn't it like too long. I don't like . Just keep your comments to yourself. People tend to get bored of things. People like me. kay bye.

12:47 AM

never

Please don't go.
I love you.

12:14 AM

my birthday. Friday, February 11, 2011

Happy Birthday Humairah Bte hafiz<3

I want to thank to the people who wished me. Thank you so much.

Thank you to the team(:
Thank you.

This is gonna be long. Please read b.

Honestly, I'm feeling neutral for my birthday. My plan to spend it with b was canceled. Even if we went, its gonna rain cats and dogs. So, we'll go on another day.

Thnak you bhy.

7:19 AM

ARGH Wednesday, February 9, 2011

This really piss me off. I got no idea what that stupid gongong wants from me. And I don't know what that man wants to. Cause to both of these human, WHAT I DO, ALL THE THINGS I DO, TO THEM IS WRONG. I DON'T UNDERSTAND. I CAN'T WAIT TO MOVE MAN.

5:11 AM

hhmm Saturday, February 5, 2011

It's either migrating/moving.

12:59 AM

vulture Friday, February 4, 2011

You made me open my eyes. Thank you for that(: I just hope I mean my words. I don't want to forget all the things I wanted to do before I die.

2:49 AM

Thursday, February 3, 2011

How long is this gonna last? going out with long long long time friend. hehe . bye .

8:18 PM

mairah

Verge of killing myself is never my choice. But it. The last thing I wanna say is I wanna die. That's all I'm asking for.

3:01 AM

hehe Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Wait, before I go. Im gonna say that I'm enjoying every minute in class. Despite Hui min shouting behind me saying all the bad things. Despite Malik being irritating. Despite Shazry making me want to cry. Despite Ellina making me left out sometimes. Despite Nuyul punching me everytime. Despite teacher scolding us. Cause without all this, class would be a bore. I love going to school. I love walking to school alone cause there will be nobody rushing me even baby who likes to scold me when I;m late. Now that i'm late, nobody will scold me. And that makes me very happy<3

3:45 AM

mairah

You know what. I realize I can't depend on baby anymore. nor my friends or my mum. Cause they are busy and the tend to forget me at times. It's heartbreaking but its a fact. I spend my time wisely. And I cried all I wanted yesterday cause everything that has been inside my heart for a few weeks. I got to let it out. Baby seems busy with or without his apac. STAR PLAYER LAH KATEKAN. And he got no prepaid but he is so lazy to on his fcuking com to websms me. I still remember how he rushed home to msg me or online just to chat with me. Things change. I also want to change lah kay. You can change, I also want. Fair kan? ^^

So tomorrow Nuyul all is coming over to my house to study. So that will be 3 days of not chatting with bby. I bet he don't he care alright? Cause for now, I think all he cares is his hockey floorball soccer and bla bla bla. He don't care. So i also tkkn care. To my point of view, his sports come first and me the very last one on the list. I know he won't agree to this but you don't usually realize what you're doing. Cause the people around you do. Which is me. And since I'm the very least important to you, it saddens me.

Last but not least, I want to interact with people freely. Since baby is busy. And my friends are busy with Malay dance, I want to interact with more people. Just like how I used to in Sec 2.

About my family, it's so complicated, sometimes I just want to bang my head on the wall.

Baby is breaking his promises.

SYUKARAN !

3:29 AM

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