Goodbye

Friday, December 30, 2011

You didn't trust me and you never did. now you're saying fuck my words. ya think i was lying? im so fucking sad. you think you're the only one going through this fucking thing? you think you're the only fucking sad one? you think you're the only one trying to forget something? you're so fuckin selfish yknow that? you thnink im not fucking sad. ahhh fcuk it

10:11 AM

hairrrr

Not because i miss sham. I put this pic cause i miss my damn hair. HAHAHA. Anyway, I didn't get into the course i wanted. That sucks a lot. I think i came out with the wrong words. But its okay. Wait, its not okay. everything seems to be falling apart right now. god knows how i feel. Its so sad yknow. like nothing's right and you dont know how your future will be. Everyone's saying education is important. Everyone's saying as long as you work hard, everything will be alright. But you adults don't know how pressurizing it is. How sad it is when you work so hard, but you didn't get what you worked hard for. and for the failures, all you got is just scoldings. yknow how sad it is. What's more saddening is that nobody gives a damn. Life's a bitch. Everyone knows that. Some act like they care, some just don't, some just pretend, some just say go fcuk yourself like they're all right. haha. whatever. I really wished i had a meaner heart so i can just dont give a damn about anyone but just me. but i dont have the heart to not give a damn. im sucha loser. whatever. hahahha. anyway, i miss my hair:( hahaha. nobody reads my blog. only me, myself and i. and nobody else knows anyway

7:22 AM

Thursday, December 29, 2011

People should really stop looking down on ite students. I'm tired of it. stop giving the face. stop insulting me. stop everything. im not stupid. I'm just weak in some areas. Like you're so smart. you weren't even born smart okay. AHHHHHHHHHHH FEEL LIKE GIVING YOU A PUNCH.. BYE. AHHAHA

3:39 PM

ze passttt

I wish I had the kind of heart i had when i was in this picture. Not giving a damn about anything and all i cared was about me and sham and nothing else. yknow? being selfish. cause caring about people who don't care at all, what's the point? but i hate the fact that i can't be meaner. it's just stupid yknow. damn it.

I have to admit i miss dressing up and stuff. like letting go of my hair. wear my dress without giving a damn about what people think of. I miss everything yknow. but i don't want to go back to all that. that's just stupid. yupp, stupid. just forget it.

3:12 PM

camp aku Tuesday, December 27, 2011

CAMP AKU WAS AWESOME MAN . I love sector 10. I love the activities. i love everything. im only gonna highlight the fun things i did okay? hahaha . so me , alifah and dina sleep together, bath together. do everything together, im the oldest like duhh . HAHA . anyway, i made dina and alifah strip. which is a fun thing to do. we're not lesbians okay? kudos to dina and shukri cause they made it to the top of the mountain when they're the one that felt like giving up. im really proud of them. but overall, im happy with my group. everyone was awesome. our facis, marli and hanif are the most awesomest facis ever<3 marli was awesome cause she's cheerful and hanif awesome cause he's kinda like the thinking guy for rafting. I really love the camp. I', looking forward to next's year camp, insyaallah ade. I guess that's all for camp.

I love my delifrance work . i love everything im going through right now though its hard. I cant get over the fact that i didn't do well for nlevels. I did work hard for my maths till i cried that particular day. I did work hard for my biology. i did work hard for geaography. i did yknow. i just don't know how i can get 20 points. but i'll get over it as time goes by. yknow me, forever happy. hahaha . anyway, thats all. salams !

5:06 PM

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