Goodbye

SHAHRUL ! Wednesday, March 28, 2012

Sometimes, I feel like teenagers are wasting their precious time going through depression. I mean, I can't deny that we teenagers wants a boyfriend. But at this age, you can't expect much. Its all monkey love. Why bother waste your time going through depression where there is something and someone else that can take care of your heart rather than just your boyfriend. Why can't you realize that Allah s.w.t 's love is the best love you can get. He will not disappoint you in any way at all. Why are you wasting time on a guy that is attracted to you only because of your revealing body? Why are you wasting your time on a guy that is only using you? I really believe this that if a guy really loves you he won't even touch you cause he respect you. Funny how love can make a girl so blind that I myself don't understand. Plus, we're too young to handle heartbreaks, too young to have a serious relationship. Okay guess what ! There is a new guy at my workplace! His name is Shahrul and he's 19:) He is very shy shy type. But I approached him anyway. Ya know me, hehe. I am very friendly. But sadly he's moving to Jurong or Somerset. SADLY. Baru nak feeling feeling ade orang same age lah kan :( ahhahaha. Okay lah. I'll end it here. OHHH ,Did i mention this guy name hafiz keep messaging me? god knows how irritated i am -.- Cant he sense that im not interest at all? haiyo . okay bye everybody !

5:48 AM

school Sunday, March 18, 2012

I miss school. I miss floorball. I miss friends I miss teachers. I miss going to school and not giving a fuck about what the discipline gonna say. I miss cabot-ing class. I miss everything. I just wanna count down to the day I will be free which will be 25 January 2013. Its not that I hate working in at my work place. I love it. I love every second of it. Its just that I miss school. I feel like I am not ready yet to be a worker and I still want to dedicate my time to help the masjids.

1:41 AM

bloody fucking hate this Friday, March 16, 2012

Ya know what I hate about social websites sometimes? It brings back memories. It brings back the fucking memories that you don't want to fucking remember. That you want to forget badly. I mean I can't totally forget it. Now I'm pissed with myself. daff. Just stupid. Super stupid. I hate how it comes back. I seriously hate it. I wish I didn't see you. I wish didn't browse through those stupid pics. You're not worth my time. You're just one bloody fucking jerk who I've waste my time on for a bloody year.

11:06 AM

BUSY Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Photoshoot. KEAI LAH LIAO . HAHAHAH.

The company had this photoshoot thing. So I had to pose like some kind of business woman. Then we have the fun shot. Obviously, I love the fun shot. HEHE .

Friendship. Hhhmm. At the age of 17, I really can't find the reason why you have to act like kids sometimes. I mean, for crying out loud we are 17, we are working adults and you're much more older than me. So please act like an adult and stop being childish. I seriously have no time at all to take care of this stupid shits. I seriously don't understand some people. Can't they act like they are like an adult already when THEY ARE AND ADULT ALREADY. DAFF AH.

Like I said I am half dead already. Thank god my courses ended already. You wanna know what my schedule is like for the past few months? Its like this :

Monday : Work (9am - 6.30pm ) ----> Arab Class
Tuesday : Work ------> Ngaji
Wednesday : work -----> Ngaji
Thursday : work ----> Ngaji
Friday : work ----- > Home
Saturday : work ----> Masjid Event
Sunday : madrasah then course all the way until 6pm.

Do you know how tired I am? I am very very tired. I had to stay up all night studying or finish up my assignment. I only get like 3 to 4 hours sleep per day. But still, I am thankful cause at least I get my sleep rather than nothing right? I am not the only one tired anyway so it's better if I don't complain. Did I mention I had to stay up all night studying for my exams. If I fail this time, I am going to drop everything. Like everything, really. So the thing left will be just ngaji madrasah and arab class. No volunteer no nothing. THAT IF I FAIL. If I pass then not gonna drop anything.

Anyway, I kinda offended my supervisor that day. I just asked a simple question and he got offended? I find it unreasonable actually. I mean I was just wondering, what's the big deal man? Plus, you're a man. Daff. Anyway, I did say sorry to him. If I did not say sorry, I will feel guilty for the rest of the day. He laughed. But he seems to be like still "offended" about it. Which I don't really give a damn cause I said sorry already. I do not find it offensive anyway. Its just that he's just over reacting or something. I don't know. I believe there is no harm when it comes to asking. He's an ustad anyway,his level of patience should be so much higher than mine.

I didn't know some people take me as an inspiration. HAHAHAHA. Cute right? I mean I've always been feeling like I'm nothing. Just an ITE student, no special or unique skills.

Oh and I cabut school that time. Nobody knows. Only me. Cause I'm one smart ass. HAHAHHAHHA. No lah, I was just too tired of everything so I just cabut school and went somewhere. god knows where. Okay I have one more assignment to finish up. Blog when I have the time. XOXO.

12:58 PM

BUSY

Photoshoot. KEAI LAH LIAO . HAHAHAH.

The company had this photoshoot thing. So I had to pose like some kind of business woman. Then we have the fun shot. Obviously, I love the fun shot. HEHE .

Friendship. Hhhmm. At the age of 17, I really can't find the reason why you have to act like kids sometimes. I mean, for crying out loud we are 17, we are working adults and you're much more older than me. So please act like an adult and stop being childish. I seriously have no time at all to take care of this stupid shits. I seriously don't understand some people. Can't they act like they are like an adult already when THEY ARE AND ADULT ALREADY. DAFF AH.

Like I said I am half dead already. Thank god my courses ended already. You wanna know what my schedule is like for the past few months? Its like this :

Monday : Work (9am - 6.30pm ) ----> Arab Class
Tuesday : Work ------> Ngaji
Wednesday : work -----> Ngaji
Thursday : work ----> Ngaji
Friday : work ----- > Home
Saturday : work ----> Masjid Event
Sunday : madrasah then course all the way until 6pm.

Do you know how tired I am? I am very very tired. I had to stay up all night studying or finish up my assignment. I only get like 3 to 4 hours sleep per day. But still, I am thankful cause at least I get my sleep rather than nothing right? I am not the only one tired anyway so it's better if I don't complain. Did I mention I had to stay up all night studying for my exams. If I fail this time, I am going to drop everything. Like everything, really. So the thing left will be just ngaji madrasah and arab class. No volunteer no nothing. THAT IF I FAIL. If I pass then not gonna drop anything.

Anyway, I kinda offended my supervisor that day. I just asked a simple question and he got offended? I find it unreasonable actually. I mean I was just wondering, what's the big deal man? Plus, you're a man. Daff. Anyway, I did say sorry to him. If I did not say sorry, I will feel guilty for the rest of the day. He laughed. But he seems to be like still "offended" about it. Which I don't really give a damn cause I said sorry already. I do not find it offensive anyway. Its just that he's just over reacting or something. I don't know. I believe there is no harm when it comes to asking. He's an ustad anyway,his level of patience should be so much higher than mine.

I didn't know some people take me as and inspiration. HAHAHAHA. Cute right? I mean I've always been feeling like I'm nothing. Just an ITE student, no special or unique skills.

Oh and I cabut school that time. Nobody knows. Only me. Cause I'm one smart ass. HAHAHHAHHA. No lah, I was just too tired of everything so I just cabut school and went somewhere. god knows where. Okay I have one more assignment to finish up. Blog when I have the time. XOXO.

12:58 PM

Sunday, March 4, 2012

Life is getting tougher each day. Friends come and go. Hypocrites appear and disappear. Sometimes, I find myself stupid for not knowing those who are true and those who's not. Feel like breaking down right now.

8:02 AM

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