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bla Monday, May 16, 2011

so loooonnnngggg since i've played this lap top. Its dusty already. and its been so looonnngggg since i've updated my blog. Life, all same thing. except for baby lighting up my days on most of the days. atqa and yaty making me laugh like hell. hhmm. Honestly, I'm not close to either nurul or sue or anyone. idk why? and i wonder why. So far, I've been alone. loner much? But honestly, it feels good sometimes. You get to think about things. like. nvm. you won't understand. I'm not that loner of course-.- I've been going out cycling and etc etc. I miss nurul. but, i don't think she miss my late night calls. I was browsing through tumblr and they talked about true friends and i suddenly miss nurul. Well, only Allah knows how much i miss her. well, she's got a new bf and ellina with her. as long as she's happy then i'm happy too.

school ain't great at all. But I know i have to appreciate what I have now.

Afiqah have been a great friend to me. But the feeling of having Nurul with me, its different. I dont know how to explain but it's just different. But overall, afiqah have been good to me and I'm happy bout that.

Deactivate facebook cause I hate people looking at my face. I just hate it. I feel ugly. I feel idk. ugly. just plain ugly.

i MISS SPENDING TIME WITH BABY. I KNOW YO GOT YO O'S. so, its okay.

So whatever it is I'm done. I'm gonna get through this pathetic life of mine-.- and i'm soooooo gonna live my dream(helping others). ^^ I remember not telling anyone about my blog. so its my personal one ! YAYYY<3 I'll blog when im not busy okay. bye. i miss my nuyul parhanah a lot more than i miss anyone else. bye bloggy.
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