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love maself Friday, February 24, 2012

I look extra cultivated. HAHA. So far, my on job training is okay. I love the environment, I love the venue. Everything is okay for now. They had a meeting just now and I was called into the meeting room. I'm not gonna reveal what is being said to me in the meeting room. I just feel that it's better that whats spoken in the meeting room stays there rather than mentioning it and hurting one of my colleague. But don't worry it is a good thing anyway. A very good thing(: I am pretty satisfied with my performance at work but there is always room from improvement^^ I believe so. Anyway, my future path is kinda contradicting. I have to really sit down and re-plan my plans for my future. Where I'm gonna go, what I want to become in the future, whether this path is good or not, if I'm offered private diploma will I accept it or not, if I'm not offered where will I go. But I've already set my goals for my exam which is happening on the 14th March. I hope I get all A's, insyaallah. I don't wish to see any Bs typed on my nitec cert. Though it's just nitec cert, to most people nitec cert means nothing, I still have to do my very best for both on job training and my studies.

I have a lot of doubts about friends. Then I cleared my doubts by having a chat with my Cikgu Durrah. I reconsidered, thought about it then I finalized my decision. I think I'll just be closer to the NERDZZZ in my class. But that does not mean I'll forget Athirah Nura and Sri lah. They are like jokerzzz. Love them. But still I do not want to be close to people who gossips a lot. Its not them, its the people who .... I can't stand it. I'll just feel guilty thought it's not me that is gossiping I'll just tend to feel guilty. I am not referring to any of the 3 girls I've mentioned. These three are awesome. Really. I love them. Just some. The problem with some people is that they take gossip easily. They think gossip is nothing. "Gossip je ape salah kan." Salah besar, like duh. You don't know that so many woman suffered in hell just because they gossiped a lot. I do not wish to be one of those woman.

People should really stop asking "Kau tak nak mataer ke " "Kau tak contact sape sape ke". Yes, I do wish to have a boyfriend and no I am not contacting any guys like those date date thing. Every girl wants a boyfriend. But I'm just too preoccupied to have one and my mum do not let me have one anyway. Plus, so many adults advice me not to have one. So I don't have one. Anyway, I kinda planned what type of husband I want. HEHE. I mean this one is for the future luh. But it will change as time flies. But firstly, looks matter but not that important just 30% of the looks matter? Not so much to ask for. I want a well mannered, ada akhlak, very open minded, very gentleman, love kids, WILL PAMPER ME but at the same time guide me nearer to Jannah, recite the qur an to me when I can't recite it. Can I just marry a handsome & young ustad but older a bit than me instead? HEHEH. Chey tklah. No ustad would want me. Cause I am super.... super ... IDK, any negative word you can think of. I think I am very happy(:

I think I'm done blabbering, GOODNIGHT<3

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