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insults Tuesday, January 3, 2012

I feel so damn down I don't feel like I'm worth it. Feel so useless. Iqbal and Haikel went ngaji without me. Baru nk ngaji, dieorg lupekan kakak. Sedih sia. Hais, It's okayyyyyyy come on mairahhhh. I've been waiting for this damn ite results. I cant wait to start school. I cant wait to end ite. I cant wait for so many things.

Mum can be so harsh sometimes, yknow? She keeps insulting me everytime. It seems, everything I do, to her everything is wrong. What the... I don't understand her. She demoralized me when I was taking nlevel, she called me stupid, she called me useless. I'm already so dumb so why you still scolding me cause I'm going to ite? Isn't this what you want? Just fug everything. Sometimes, I wonder why I can't have an understanding mum. I know I have to appreciative, but insulting me everyday. You know how hurtful it is? You don't know how patient I've been. You didn't even congrats me for reaching qur an. I don't know why you're so... sometimes. I know you're my mum, I have to appreciative, I have to be understanding, but insulting me every single fucking day, you think i like it? nobody's perfect mum. You don't know how sad i am fucking an. just fuck everything.
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