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sigh Thursday, January 5, 2012

Yknow Im actually crying while typing this. I feel so so sad cause everyone on twitter talking about them going to poly and my secondary 5 friends talking about going to poly. And how happy they are to be able to go to secondary 5. While me, I've worked so hard for n's and this is the results i've gotten. I don't know. I just feel sad, disappointed and just heartbroken. And seeing them getting their ite application results while mine is still waiting. I;m just too sad to face people. Its like people ask how's my result and i have to answer "im from normal aca and I did not make it to secondary 5. And they will give me some pathetic faces or pityful faces. I don't need yor faces. I already know whats in yor mind. Just suck up back that face of yors. I don't need it. Cause deep inside you're hurting me. Really hurting me.

Sometimes, I just feel like I'm all alone. Friends are only there with you when you're happy and not when you're down. I am so sad today, really. I feel so down i dont feel like pathing anymore for now. Everybody says im outgoing. you just dont know how depress im feeling on the inside.
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